Saturday, February 27, 2010

looking for a sign

As I sit and drink my favorite mocktail (pomegranate juice, red rasberry zinger tea, tangerine juice), I wonder what's next for me.

I'm excited about an e-course I just signed up for. Sixty infertile women coming together online to soul search, meditate and find our way. Infertility feels like a journey through a thick forest, and when you can't see where you're going, it's helpful to at least be going there with others for some of the way. At times I glimpse the sun, or see a glimmer of path. Sometimes its dark in the trees, until the landscape alternates with the big open sky.

When you're in the trees as I am and can't see what's next, you just take a few steps forward at a time to clear your way for the next steps forward, just one foot, one wish, one success, in front of the other.

Here's to finding our way -- all of us.

1 comment:

  1. That sounds like such a great idea! I wish I had seen something like this when we started our journey a few years back. I'll have to check it out.